So yesterday at my counselor appointment, we discovered that I have a problem with anger. I get too angry too fast and I deal with it without thinking. While that does explain a good 50-75% of all the drama in my life, at least a quarter of the things that happen to me are still shitty. In other words, it still feels like more bad things happen to me than that happen to other people.

Is there something about me that invites terrible behavior? Is there something that I do that just says "please, abuse me"? I'm tired of people being mean to me and I feel like it happens more often than it does to most people. Part of me hope that this is correct because it would justify how I feel, but the other part of me hopes that I am wrong because then I would know that I have to fix myself.